Over the last few months I have come to believe it is impossible to fully explain Love. Continually difficult to grasp and impossible to rationalize, we can explore it and tussle with it but we can never completely explain it because it is, essentially, inexplicable.

 

Inexplicable because Love is a feeling and feelings are intensely personal and hard to describe. Science cannot assist us with a neat definition but this is where the arts, music, literature and storytelling come into their own.

 

What better way to understand the Shadow side of Love than read F. Scott Fitzgerald’s “The Great Gatsby”? Or bare witness to the destructive power of Romantic Love when forbidden in William Shakespeare’s “Romeo and Juliet”? Or feel the Love Power of a mother as she shares her story of saving her child from drug addiction.

 

Having explored the many ways we Leverage our Love from Love Power to Romantic Love and Shadow Love, we now get to the most elusive type of Love of them all, True Love. And I have shared my True Love experience with you in an effort to help explain the mysteries of the inexplicable.

 

When my partner Dennis Watlington suffered multiple strokes over three years ago, he was exceptionally tall, handsome and athletic. In the blink of an eye he was transformed from the epitome of masculinity and strength to being dependent on impersonal medical machines to keep him alive. I was in such shock and denial for the first few months that I couldn’t grasp what was happening.

 

As the months went by, however, I came to see that something extraordinary was going on. The Love we shared was undergoing a metamorphosis every bit as dramatic as the physical one. Reciprocal Romantic Love had been destroyed in the fiery furnace of physical devastation, and in a process of alchemy, refined into something quite different that initially I couldn’t define.

 

This led me to thinking a great deal about what it means to Love and be loved and this experience has been the inspiration for my exploration of Leveraging Love. I have come to understand that Love is powerful, mysterious, marvelous, at times unfathomable and often shadowy. And Love means different things to different people. We all have our own special definition.

 

Dennis describes his experience of Love as, “When your partner has a broken wing and you help them learn how to fly again.”

 

To truly Love we have to put the ego-self aside and risk rejection and pain if our Love is not reciprocated as we would like it to be, or the circumstances within which we Love dramatically change, as they did for me.

 

I knew I had to make peace with my new life if I was to remain strong enough to sustain us on this rocky road of broken dreams. The first thing I needed was an answer to the question that assaulted me constantly: What’s the point of all this pain? This question comes up with any version of a shattered heart, no matter what the circumstance. I needed an answer or Love could easily descend into bitterness and despair.

 

I re-visited Kahlil Gibran, the Lebanese poet, who had provided the answer to this question for me, years earlier, when I had needed it once before. His wisdom has been as powerful for me today as it was then. In his poem, “On Love”, he begins with a powerful call to action with no apology for the pain love can cause:

 

“When love beckons to you, follow him,

Though his ways are hard and steep.”

 

Deeper into the poem he reveals that only by experiencing the highs and lows, the pleasures and the pain of Love, do we really come to understand the secrets of our true nature and what it means to be human,

 

“All these things shall love do unto you

That you may know the secrets of your

Heart, and in that knowledge become a

Fragment of life’s heart.”

 

And the point is: There is great value in the pain. To experience the ego-cracking power of True Love allows us a glimpse of the very essence of existence and gives us an understanding of the human condition we otherwise would not be privy to. As far as our evolution is concerned, if we can be disciplined and dedicated enough in our pursuit of consciousness to allow our broken hearts to be broken open and not closed down, we are making progress. And a feeling of progress, even when made through pain, is an essential component of human wellbeing.

 

Dennis describes care giving as taking care of another’s special journey, and this reminds me of my favorite definition of True Love. “I define Love thus: The will to extend one’s self for the purpose of nurturing one’s own or another’s spiritual growth.” “The Road Less Travelled”, by Dr. M. Scott Peck.

Given a choice I’m sure I wouldn’t have had the courage to take the road less traveled. But my experience with Dennis, however devastating, has given me a feeling of progress as I collect insights that I hope can help others. If we can grasp the idea of a common humanity, where we are a part of the collective fabric, then this idea of a higher form of Love takes on a circular component. By extending ourselves in True Love we grow into a more divine state of being while supporting others to do the same. From the Love shared by parents and children, to friendships and romance, by breaking down our ego barriers we can become one another’s caregivers no matter what form the Love takes. The resulting synergy means that we dedicate ourselves to the evolution of all mankind and ultimately the greater good of the earth.

 

At the start of my Leveraging Love Series, I talked about an extraordinary woman I knew called Dorothy, during my monthly radio appearance on WKZE Radio (98.1fm) with Up & Running Morning Show host, Rick Schneider. Dorothy lived in the same rehabilitation center as Dennis. Oblivious of time and space she spent her days dispensing blessings and Love for those around her. Elderly, wheelchair bound and otherworldly, her spirit touched everyone. When Dorothy died a month ago, it was devastating. My hope is that her spirit can live on in all of us that we may continue the mission of Leveraging Love that Dorothy navigated so elegantly, despite her frailties.

 

And Dorothy, for me, is the definition of Love at its truest however hard and steep the journey.

 

I hope that sharing my definition and experience of True Love with you has been helpful and inspiring.

The website website Exploring Inner Elegance is designed to create a sanctuary where we can all come together and explore and support a journey of inner elegance. I would love to hear about your True Love experiences and what the definition of True Love is for you. Sharing experiences is a wonderful way to inspire and support one another and will help us better understand the mysteries and challenges of what it means to be human. If you would like to share your story use the contact form on my website and your story will remain confidential if that is your preference.

 

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